Q HAS ALLOWED me BACK ON THE COMPUTERS

 

my loving yet strict Wife has graciously decided to allow me back on our computers...These past six days have been tremendously tough...and intense for me...i am almost sorry that Jill will be staying with us so soon following Q's disciplinary regiment She has put me through...i am emotionally and physically drained...though oddly enough...so happy and content...And so full of love and gratitude for my Wife...i can't stop hugging Her...And thanking Her for loving me!

It wasn't so much that i was disobeying Her...i had just lapsed into complacency...and was only half-heartedly following Her directions...

i can assure you...i am back to being not only 100% obedient for Her...But also 110% attentive and intuitive to my Queen's needs...wants...and desires...

Q finalized things about an hour ago by bending me over the edge of our bed and giving me one more lecture/scolding on what is expected of me...followed by yet another serious paddling from the "Board Of Education"...All the while emphasizing between swats...what being submissive to Her really means for me!

i suppose now...that Jill will have a good natured laugh when we all get naked this weekend and She sees the residual bruises and scratches left behind by Q's week's worth of brutal and ruthless corrective measures!

 

As you may have read...Q sometimes signs off on Her posts by saying how good it is to be "The Queen"...i have to say...that as a submissive male...i am lucky enough to be living the dream...no matter how harsh the reality is at times...And to be able to love...and be loved by my magnificent Wife...who initially embraced Femdom...and the Female Led Relationship lifestyle not to satisfy me...but as a means to save a marriage that was too special to let slip away...to be married to such a special person...and to strive to put Her first in all areas of our life...well...If i may...lets just say it's very good to be allowed to be Her knight!!!

 

   

I Swear I Wasn't Trying To Be A Bitch Yesterday!

 

But I will be if I choose!

And I was not bent on stroking my sadistic tendencies either.

Though I can and do when I please!

No, k had it coming to him yesterday afternoon. He deserved to be treated harshly.

He needed correcting in the worst way!

And when needed, it is my responsibility to him, to administer punishments,

and corrective discipline that in no way resembles anything that either of us considers erotic.

(Though I would be lying if I said that as a disciplinarian, I didn't get a smile on my lips, 

and some tingles of satisfaction from seeing his bottom go from white to red! And to hear his pleas, and cries, and whimpers)

 

k was subjected to a spanking yesterday, the likes of which he'll not soon forget!

I'll spare you the details of why. Just let it be said that besides all the kinky shit

that comes with being the sub in a Female Led Relationship, the main purpose

of the male is to serve. And to make life much more convenient for the lady.

And k's failure to follow directions yesterday resulted in a 

very frustrating, and anything but convenient day for me! 

So, to remind him that my directions are to be followed to the letter,

And to pay for disrupting my plans for the day,

my husband got a serious taste of the bath brush while stretched face down on our bed.

And as I've said before, the real punishment doesn't begin until after the

one being punished really wants it to stop! 

So I ordered him up and over my lap for one of the longest and hardest spankings

with the wooden hairbrush that I've given him in quite a while.

I tore up his backside and thighs until they were fire engine red and with white blotches on his sweet spots! Funny thing, how he loses his erection when the spanking really gets going.

And then the begging turns to howls, and then the howling turns to whining and whimpers when the  struggling stops and the tears begin, his penis somehow starts to swell again at this point! My theory is, by this time, k is re-surrendering to the inevitable helplessness of

his situation. Which triggers his deep seated emotional need to be dominated and

and disciplined. And even through the pain and humiliation of being punished like

a wayward child, his cock involuntarily responds to his situation. (it's just a theory)

And after fifteen minutes of corner time with his hands laced behind his neck,

I returned with the hairbrush for a little more scolding. Which gave him a semi-boner again!

Though he was very apologetic and his red and puffy eyes were fixed on the floor!

But I finished his punishment by ordering him to hold his "pee-pee" out of the way,

while I took the brush and spanked his balls until the skin of his ball sack was

as red and burning as his backside!

He doubled over in pain once and let go of his dick without permission only once!

Which earned him an additional five swats to his balls when I had finished.

As most of you know, Sundays are the day we normally spend engaged in Femdom "play"

And just because k has a very sore bottom, I see no reason to curtail my fun!

He should of thought of that before hand. And I will take pleasure in his suffering for

me tomorrow! Hopefully he will as well. Even though he yields to my will, whims, and wants

everyday, Sunday is always the day I try to make creative and extra special.

Tomorrow will be no different!

 

Q

 

      

  

DOMINANT NURSE : "Not in the mood for your enema little boy?"

 

"Not in the mood for an enema you say?...I bet after an extended trip over My knee...you'll be begging Me to slip that nozzle up your rectum!!!"