...he had nobody to blame but himself...he knew it was all his fault...he had pestered and pressured Her into fucking a black man so that he could watch...he never imagined She would enjoy it so much...She made noises...and moved...and talked dirty to this man in ways She never had with him...And the worst part...it was as if he wasn't even there...She seemed to have forgotten all about him...As he began to jerk on his raw penis yet again that night...he realized that he'd never felt this alone before...